Monday, 29 November 2010

The Burning Wasteland - (wip)

Memories erased, smashed upon this desert floor

How much did you do? How far did it go? You

Never said. But now is too late, for you have ended

Like so many others before you. A chill tickles gently

As the winds hasten. The sand brought with it dries your tears

Crusts your cheeks, and hides the blood

An irrevocable deed done, pure evil resonates, carries

On the breeze, to distant lands never known by you

Or I

A hidden place, somewhere between here and there

We are unable to see them, but they can see us. Judge us

It’s not Heaven or Hell, or that little place in between. They, I’m afraid are fake

Like the smile I wear in this troubled time

“Remove it, the burden is too much” I hear your weak voice cry

Hidden in the wind. You don’t listen to yourself.

I fear that far off place, where we are evaluated. What things the creatures

Can do to me, to you, to us

Chills to the core, paralyzes every fibre knitted within

Too late for regrets, now, the red sand tells us

You must continue on, live with the doubt you should not have

I must continue on, live with the joy I should have

But I don’t feel. Why? Those beasts are watching, from in that torn fabric

They will get me when I am asleep, they will blame

They will say I should’ve stopped what has been done

Yet I wanted it as much as you. More than you, perhaps.

That icy blanket that we cannot see surrounds us. Night

Has come to this wasteland

We must move on

Separately, go unseen veiled by the deft cloak of night

“Unseen even by those things, you so fear?”

I’m afraid not, they will strike where no one else can see.

“It’s cruel out here,”

Then we must go.

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A heat so great the sand is turned to glass

The end of all we know

The start of something new

Something better

No, something different.

I saw it in the distance. The mind-splitting white flash

The vomit-inducing heat.

A great cloud rose,

A fist reaching for the sky.

The start of something new

Something better

Something different.

Broken toys, shattered homes

Seared flesh and melted bone

There was nothing great to return to. No welcome

No company. We had gone alone

And alone we stood. Alone I stood

The journey had been long, and little rest taken

Trying to keep away from that place in between, where the monsters lurk.

My travelling, which I thought would end here,

Has only just begun.

The streets stood silent

The homes crumbled, empty.

The people, nothing more than piles of ash of ooze

I had probably breathed in a lung-full of pre-inhabitants

In this post-land. Scorched earth complained under tread

The place where once green grass stood regimented, now blackened

And all I knew, gone.

My only friend had disappeared North, as I had gone South.

Not even the winds spoke back, as I called for help. That smile, long since fallen

From my face, left a lingering cold

More potent than the chill of the desert at night

The work of those beasts, my beasts, had begun.

I pondered for a moment on my friend, who I exiled from myself

And thought if they too were yet suffering

In the same way 

Then the rest of the world seeped into my mind, and I

Thought, where else had this happened?

I crunched over shards of glass, fragments of where I use to live

Trying to find a friend, in this

The Burning Wasteland.

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